finaly its working agine neyahahhahahaahha



I dA

T^T i feel so lonly my friends this year are all out the country this year *sits in the coroner*

two of my friends are leaving this sunday ............ and because i hate plains and everything im stuck here is the heat of death XD

so this summer vication obviosly will be pretty boring my and my laptop and my DBSK temporery obssision XD

im hating my photoshop because some of my brushes went with the formatting *tears*

And my BB pin msn is so corapted XD my MP3 is full of korean muzic XD

@.@ thats not good im waiting for the gazette album (DIM) long way to that wat else in my boring life..

i cant draw *i need an muze*

my stuped manga chrecters look retarted XD *diez from laughing *

well thats it i guess i dont think i can add more boring thigz

The story of mezrible person like me taking you as being a very bad friend which i really cant decide .....
To leave & never look back on you

or to stay & feel so down all the time im with you because i have to ..& i realy dont want to ...

Is it fear if you were in my place of course not its YOU!!

Its important that you should be happy around ppl & not fair to feel wierd ,bad ,ignored or even no important you wont accept that ...

i can see why but theres no need for malibo barbie to be involved in things that dosent cocern her

do you think im stuped stiking to the memories of ppl who dont care for me ......

Am I an idiot to take all this bad feeling in me for bunch of ungreatfull bugs that i know they dont love me ,,,, for me

they did once because i tracked attention once ... but now not anymore i dont come in your thought do i

you dont bother to feel even sorry for me ...

Should i stay with you .... & respect the memory of friendship ... or wat we called friendship once .... i hated you the first time i saw you ......

to tell the truth when i regret my first imprion of that person it becomes real & i know its true ........ i wasnt wrong emotions ....change everything ...

i might have wanted abit of attention then but im not that stuped person any more im going the right way ^ ican see your not liking it

All i can say is thnx for the time you thought i was happy with you

thanx for givinig me the strenght to do this

thnx for nothing ...


all ican thank you for is my torchered soul that cant leave you ...

why i dotn know ...

but someday ill be free from this & youll remmeber me ..... as the one who did everything to keep this going but it didnt work because you didnt accept it ......


i dont know wat to call you any more a friend

Or my early death

im a wondering soul ...... that lost its way to the real life & lives a dream ..........

if i ever hurt you forgive me for me feeling better ....


i will leave .............. now

DA DON VIDIVI DA DON AGAIN DA DON VIDIVI DA DON


PAIN

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Do i decide weither im happy or not ??

Look at me ..... in my eyes strate & say it .....

we love you for who you are for you only you , the inside you not the outside you ....

can you ?? can you??

thought so ..................... you need to be tought a lesson..

how will i punish you .... i know IGNORANCE

IGNORANCE

IGNORANCE

IGNORANCE

IGNORANCE

IGNORANCE

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IGNORANCE

IGNORANCE

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IGNORANCE

heard that before ....?? thats the new me

im the IGNORANCE shinigami & i care no more for you .....

so i adivce you to do the same .....

IGNORANCE

IGNORANCE

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